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Is it wrong to know what you want at this age?

freeglacy:

hersoulflows:

I swear it hurts people when I have no doubts about marrying James. Yea I’m 19 and things change but if you could only replay the last 3 years and see. If you could feel and listen to our personal conversations. It’s ridiculous to put a number on KNOWING. There’s a difference between foolishly loving and understanding each other. We’ve got it rough so bad right now. I don’t hear his voice everyday, we text for the most part because of the time difference and shitty reception over there. And I feel like I’ve grown to love him more by him being away to do things a real man does. Sacrifice and Independence.

I haven’t told many people this because I’m scared of how they’ll view my decisions but fuck yall. If James gets stationed in San Diego I’m planning to get married, with our parents blessing of course (I’m working on my mom right now), in order to save up the BAH for a future down payment on a house. After calculating our expenses, we would save over $2,000 a month. In a year that $24,000 and in four years, that’s $96,000. By the time he is able to get out of his contract I’ll have my RN license and I can help him through school. He’ll have all the benefits from the military so it’s basically paying for books or groceries. I can handle the mortage with my future salary and we’d be okay.

Of course life isn’t going to go exactly like this but the one thing I’m sure of is the amount of money we’d save because we both are already committed to budgeting. I’m so grateful to have a man who thinks about this stuff. Out of his paycheck he uses $100 until the next. The military feeds him so he just uses it on snacks and miscellaneous stuff.

Lately all we’ve been texting about is the future. How we invision our lives together and planning out how we should handle the present to improve whatever is in store for us. I think my mom is more worried about other people thinking that she would be ”irresponsible” for letting me get married. I don’t care anymore. People always judge but I know in my heart what’s real, my head knows what it is focused on. Nothing to prove to anybody.

ms. alexandria mead, you have noooooo clue how much i relate to you. fact is yes, we are young, but when the time is right.. the time is right. in my own personal case, everything worked out for the best. we made sure that we had a plan before anything because marriage is more than just being in love with one another. you are sharing a future and you need to establish how you want your lives together to be. we spent our time apart which definitely tested our relationship and it worked out. undoubtedly, it was tough. i mean come on, being thousands of miles away from the person you love is definitely a challenge in so many ways. the trust, communication, lack of affection.. blah blah blah. but then again with that, people doubt long distance relationships as well. there will always be people who don’t see what you see.. or more appropriately, feel what you feel. and that’s fine. shit, it’s fine by me. because we’re happy and that’s what matters most to me. people say “you’re young, you still have so much to do in life.” and can you tell me what that is? partying? dating other men? everything that i want to experience in life is still within arm’s reach. being married to the man i want to be with for the rest of my life is not holding me back from anything. i understand that people’s wants and goals change over time, but there is no doubt in my mind or heart that chris is the one i’m suppose to be with. if you honestly feel like there’s something wrong with that then by all means.. chisme away. but what definitely grinds my gears is when people think they know what’s going on in my heart. i am not naive nor am i blinded by love. who are you to judge those who have the courage to commit themselves only to one another.. through thick and thin, til death do us part? it’s about us.. not everyone else. thanks for posting this, alex. i’ve been meaning to let this out of my chest as well but i barely got my internet up and running this week haha :] odds may have been against us.. but love conquers all

you both took over littlemiss or quotebook on tumblr :) <3 MY kind of quotebook.

doctors don’t keep you alive, i do.
the health &amp; medical sections. border’s you are my best friend these next two weeks.
i need another inspirational book &amp; i think ima get this :)

doctors don’t keep you alive, i do.

the health & medical sections. border’s you are my best friend these next two weeks.

i need another inspirational book & i think ima get this :)

Good Luck Oxnard Short Flags, it’s your turn to shine!
first competition tomorrow, LET’S DO THIS!as good as my sayings can get, “you start strong, you end strong.”
twirlSTRONG - thassss my worrrd.
when the music starts, you are in competition&#8230;
loooove, adrenaline rush! SEE YOU IN ANAHEIM! &lt;3

Good Luck Oxnard Short Flags, it’s your turn to shine!

first competition tomorrow, LET’S DO THIS!
as good as my sayings can get, “you start strong, you end strong.”

twirlSTRONG - thassss my worrrd.

when the music starts, you are in competition…

loooove, adrenaline rush! SEE YOU IN ANAHEIM! <3

Just one of those days

jellas:

Annoyed with everyone. I think it’s the stress that goes along with finals and big events.

DITTO!!

i already want to breakdown.

sure i’d think i’d keep my head up by the end of this semester but the fact that they scheduled me to work EVERY SINGLE NIGHT TIL 1AM or possibly later, NOT the business. & they did not give the days i asked for off. i’m not looking forward to not getting a chance to peak on iChat & drain myself into these books. to be honest, this looks like 5 nights of NO SLEEP. if i don’t get my sleep, i become wreckless, VERY. it’s not fun seeing myself like it, neither is it pretty. i am living hell in the next two weeks. please pass by faster. i need help, better yet have someone make it a lighter note for me. this is not going to be easy. finals + work = no bueno.

baconbaconbacon:

Chocolate-Covered Bacon
via anyela

baconbaconbacon:

Chocolate-Covered Bacon

via anyela

3M = Michael &amp; Michelle&#8217;s Manor/ Mansion

attempt gingerbread house number ONE! :)

it fell after as you can see the roof was tipping. we ran out of icing but this isn&#8217;t the last one we&#8217;re gonna do!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! &lt;3

3M = Michael & Michelle’s Manor/ Mansion

attempt gingerbread house number ONE! :)

it fell after as you can see the roof was tipping. we ran out of icing but this isn’t the last one we’re gonna do!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! <3

TOKIDOKI means &#8220;sometimes&#8221; in Japanese. Simone Legno chose &#8220;sometimes&#8221; because everyone waits for moments that change one&#8217;s destiny. By simple chance or meeting a new person, tokidoki is the hope, the hidden energy everyone has inside that gives us the strength to face a new day and dream something positive, that something magical will happen.
my reason for loving TOKIDOKI = it&#8217;s meaning!
teenuh, jeff, &amp; myself went to Yogurtland today just for the Donutella spoon! they&#8217;re collectible &amp; i&#8217;m sad i missed Mozzarella &amp; Latte. so much for spoons &amp; yogurt :) i&#8217;m a NERD.

TOKIDOKI means “sometimes” in Japanese. Simone Legno chose “sometimes” because everyone waits for moments that change one’s destiny. By simple chance or meeting a new person, tokidoki is the hope, the hidden energy everyone has inside that gives us the strength to face a new day and dream something positive, that something magical will happen.

my reason for loving TOKIDOKI = it’s meaning!

teenuh, jeff, & myself went to Yogurtland today just for the Donutella spoon! they’re collectible & i’m sad i missed Mozzarella & Latte. so much for spoons & yogurt :) i’m a NERD.

HE GOT HIS GREEN CARD!! HE GOT HIS GREEN CARD!!

hahahaa ima about to scream in this library acting like he&#8217;s my own child.

after asking for GOOD BEHAVIOR all this time, HE FINALLY GETS IT!!

two smiley faces on his head! :) :)

IT&#8217;S TIME FOR TREATING TIME WITH NINANG SHO &amp; MY &#8220;GIRLFRIEND&#8221; (he calls) MIKEY!

HE GOT HIS GREEN CARD!! HE GOT HIS GREEN CARD!!

hahahaa ima about to scream in this library acting like he’s my own child.

after asking for GOOD BEHAVIOR all this time, HE FINALLY GETS IT!!

two smiley faces on his head! :) :)

IT’S TIME FOR TREATING TIME WITH NINANG SHO & MY “GIRLFRIEND” (he calls) MIKEY!

quote-book:

kari-shma:

“forever” (via bab. .)

quote-book:

kari-shma:

“forever” (via bab. .)

I regret taking Physiology with Prof Abram

rbstateofmind:

He likes to bullshit with my mind. He always contradicts himself and whenever he has to say something, 90% isn’t even Physiology related. And I personally dislike his teaching method. He is a mess when it comes to teaching. I say this because I am not an auditory learner.

I DISLIKED THAT BIPOLAR PROFESSOR!! i took him with my sister & he always got us confused with our names. jhoelle told me he was good & pretty nice professor. until i took him, he always got mad at the littlest things. he has a child now with his THIRD WIFE. i got in trouble by him THINKING i was texting under the table & when i put my hands out he turned red & apologized. in all honesty, i did NOT feel like i learned much but BSed physiology. i loved the fact that his final was take home though, haha. happens that he gave me a “B” & i was in total shock! i still think & want to retake it, but not with him. i did ALL his extra credit too. GOOD LUCK REGIE!

What boy's name mean.

neilsunga:

indybobindy:

iancab:

raphaelrodriguez:

jareena-sasha:

krishkiss:

Aaron - ugly but hung like a horse, prone to belly button fluff.
Adam - cute, funny, chicks dig him, has the potential to be stalked.
Adrian - small todger, probably gay.
Alan - shy but sensitive, gets screwed over by women.
Alex - cute but a liar and a cheater.
Amir - dirty, smelly, pecker is minuscule.
Andrew - usually short and very horny, watches cartoons.
Antonio - great guy and kind to all girls, smells of wee.
Arnold - loser.
Arthur - hung like a slave and celibate.
Ashley - wanker who’s losing his hair.
Barry - lights fires, pinches girl’s bottoms and is well hung.
Ben - looks like he has been pulled through a hedge backwards and chews with his
mouth open.
Bob - quiet and unpopular, eats with his hands.
Brad - thinks everyone likes him…but they don’t.
Brandon - good looking but uses girls.
Brendan - quiet and sweet, gets beaten up all the time.
Brett - worldwide slut and really insensitive, women love him.
Brian - a wanna be charmer, he’s not the Messiah he’s just a very, very naughty boy.
Bryan - sexy, but stupid
Bronsen - annoying and never grows up
Bruce - stinks bad and thinks everyone else’s name is also Bruce.
Bryce - fun to be with and will make you laugh, you’ll kill him within a week.
Calvin - immature in a naive way, drives a Gemini.
Cameron - Australian, like Bruce.
Carl - thinks he’s funny…he’s not, falls asleep during sex.
Carson - fun to be around and really sensitive.
Chad - cute, sensitive and very studly
Charles - can’t trust him, eyes too close together.
Chris - can’t pull, will pay for women, but has a huge pecker and can use it too.
Christopher - soppy and too clingy to make a relationship last. spends most of his life drunk and kisses like a washing machine.
Christian - very sexy and seductive, full of his self.
Clark - hilarious and always in trouble, problem with ‘jailbait’.
Clive - very sweet and adores girls, but prefers to watch.
Cole - nice, funny, and fun to be around.
Colin - lies to women and blows up public buildings.
Cory - funny but ugly, ends up running fashion magazines.
Craig - the lights on but no ones at home.
Damon - total loser in a sweaty sort of way.
Dan - quiet but funny, but becomes easily addicted to narcotics.
Dane - weird but can hold together a conversation with a mermaid.
Daniel - sweetest guy in the world,soft and gentle but good in bed! hes a keeper!!!!!!
Darren - charming, but sleeps with men.
Daryl - smells bad, has no real mates.
David - hottie and works out a lot, loves girls named Florence. Can be gay!
Dave - extremely sexy, always funny, intelligent, stylish, trendsetter i.e. a wanker.
Dean - full of himself and thinks with his ****.
Dennis - either very nice to girls or a faggot.
Derek - has a great sense of humour, and blow
Dominic - hilarious and will do anything to please.
Don - dickhead.
Doug - has a greasy face, drinking problem and farts.
Drew - bad
Duncan - hopeless ski bum, brains shot away long ago.
Dylan - horny bastard, who can’t sing.
Dwayne - cool guy to be around if you can handle his name.
Eddie - wants too many chicks he’ll never get ‘cos he’s an arsehole.
Elliott - full of himself.
Eric - shy.
Ewan - a little slow but sweet, sexy, and model mental patient.
Frank - “different”
Fred - sucks pig’s dicks & swallows the lot.
Gareth - sweet but dresses too good to be straight.
Gary - dreams about mud wrestling girls. drug addict but willing to share.
Gavin - likes bondage, S&M with other men.
Geoff - prefers golf to sex and war to peace.
George - barman who drinks more than he serves, treats girls like s*** also a wanker.
Glen - the sweetest guy
Graeme - very hard to understand, likes group sex.
Graham - will screw anything.
Grant - HORNY! But so sweet and you can talk to him about anything.
Greg - really sweet and feels sorry for himself.
Harry - has back hair.
Harvey - cute, but addicted to sex and/or drugs.
Hathem - smooth, but manipulative, not to bet trusted around young girls.
Hayden - tries hard.
Henry - has gay like movements frequently. likes to run every where. would screw wellington boots.
Howard - likes small breasts
Ian - really popular but knows all the girls want him…really? LOL
Ivor - militant psychopath with homosexual tendencies.
Jack - stupid but hot, always alright.
Jake - shy and sweet but a slut when drunk.
Jamie - scum of the earth.
James - built like a horse. likes to bite while kissing.
Jason - big headed. never fails to grab the girls attention, full of bullshit.
Jay - very sweet when you get to know him well.
Jeff - really ugly.
Jerome - gay, but very unhappy.
Jeremy - loud and thinks that he’s all that he says he is.
Jesse - unpopular and needs to move on.
Jim - sweet, has fantasies of love and affection.
Joe - built like a bear, sexy but tends to lose his head.
Joel - arse.
John - has no friends or life
Jolyon - absolute raving homosexual.
Jon - countless two timer and bully.
Jonathon - loud, sex mad and great with it
Jordan - sexy but weird in bed.
Jose - hot boy with a love of hermaphrodites.
Josh - full of himself, fun.
Junior - hottie and totally good at football.
Justin - aggravating but loveable, insecure but successful.
Judith - Eats a lot, likes to feel superior.
Kain - the sexiest guy alive but very stuck up.
Kane - an absolute and complete arsehole.
Kevin - always attracts really fit girlfriends also has a large penis.
Keith - good person to talk to when you have a problem
Kenneth - very, very…anything you want him to be.
Kurt - can kick anyone’s arse.
Kyle - hornball who eats too many corn chips.
Lance - Plays with his penis cos no one else will.
Larry - cute but wannabe player with big arse.
Laurie - short and funny looking.
Lee - girl dressed up as a boy, total arse bandit.
Lewis - lonely, sad git, bit of a tosser.
Lyndon - can always be found in bed or in the pub.
Liam - loud mouthed arsehole.
Lorenzo - fine and dresses in stolen gold.
Lucas - fat loser that dates other men.
Luke - seems to be sweet. bit of a tosser though.
Malcolm - tall man who tends to lose his trousers.
Marc - an idiot, who can’t spell. would do anything for sex.
Mark - wished girls liked him for who he is not his great looks, mouthy bastard.
Matt - likes drink and is full of s***.
Mathew - has less brains than a donkey does in one of it’s hoofs. thinks constantly about porn.
Michael - very good looking but he’ll do anything for a girl.
Mick - always drunk, tendency for drug abuse.
Mike - shag muffin.
Mohammed - small penis.
Morgan - the only thing that is big is his ego.
Nathan - stupid as hell, and tends to make others feel dumb.
Nick - nice
Neil - sweet and will do anything in this world for you, great in bed.
Oliver - likes men but is in denial.
Oscar - loser.
Owen - cute gay guy who is immature, and sings Welsh songs.
Patrick - drunk, drunk, drunk.
Paul - cool, calm and handsome, a quality only found in gays.
Peter - cutie but very shy, makes women feel like virgins.
Phillip - stupid idiot who wishes he were cool.
Rhys - great lover but had his mind stolen by aliens a long, long time ago.
Richard - can’t see his feet as balls are too big.
Ricky - ugly shithead who everybody hates.
Rikki - the f^$king greatest in the world, everyone loves this guy… no faults at all.
Rob - constantly watches porn.
Ron - spends most of his time looking at the base of his spine, when his head is up his own arse.
Roy - total loser and computer genius.
Rupert - arrogant twat who is crap in bed but thinks he is a stud.
Russell - likes to play in the leaves, which makes him an arsehole.
Ryan - tall with sexy body and even sexier mind.
Sam - wannabe sex machine.
Scott - has serious disabilities. also takes it up the butt.
Sean - has small testicles and no friends.
Seth - so sweet to other people but is a traitor.
Shane - not very nice, lies to pick faults (changed now)
Shannon - the most determined and persevering sweetie in the world.
Shaun - bit of a hard bastard, thinks women love him.
Simon - likes a night out with the lads and curries. Says he is the man but talks bollocks.
Spencer - loves it right up there, normally with a toilet roll and a hamster.
Steve - popular and funny & hung like a donkey.
Stuart - droll guy with great arse and suicidal tendencies but great in bed.
Ted - hairy, sensitive and a great shag.
Teddy - great friend, crap boyfriend. clowns have been known to look more stylish.
Tim - hot but a bit strange, can never tell where he is.
Toby - best blow ever.
Tom - extremely arrogant.
Tommy - no
Tony - hot, sweet, and totally fun to be around, prefers getting done up the arse
Travis - fat and horny with the best XXX collection to be found.
Trevor - sweet and funny but sometimes untrustworthy.
Troy - cute and popular.
Taylor - happy, laughing hyena.
Warren - cool, homosexual guy.
Wesley - great guy and easy to tolerate.
Will - wishes he were popular.
William - tall, dark and handsom. ie when it’s dark, he is handsom and tall.
Zach - sweet and polite and adorable.
Zack - thinks he is superman. great in bed due to ego.
Zahid devious and sly. Not to be trusted.

LOL!

Where is my name at?

If your name’s not on here it must mean your indescribable ;]

that’s wassup though haha!

my boyfriend’s name is MICHAEL :DDDDDD <3

two more weeks til fall sem ends.

it’s that stressful time of the semester again. i’m honestly ending this semester with my head held up high, no matter what the consequences are going to be. determination has always been my word.

Is it wrong to know what you want at this age?
Just one of those days
i already want to breakdown.
I regret taking Physiology with Prof Abram
What boy's name mean.
two more weeks til fall sem ends.
the one time when it really feels like the holidays is when a stranger innocently smiles & tells me, merry christmas.

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my daily grind. twenty year old, kid at heart. MAlfaro for the win. god, family, school, work, volunteer & friends. i'm in for sickness, blood, diseases, cure, care-giving, help, & courage. nursing is my main, possibility for child development or psychology as a minor. LA & Ox-citAY. exploring the world, positive & negative. anything is possible <3

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